A problem for me now in developing anything, I guess some developer having such problem for sure. I had focus before, but lately I guess I am in my bad season of abyss(like the Slayer song). I just skip doing few things here and there for a few moment because of lacking in focus. Now, I even got problem to post everyday because I can't focus on one thing until done. All those things in my mind made me do this and that until I forgot something needs to be done. So I got to stand up and fight!
Am I having adult ADHD? I just don't know. Am I depressed? Maybe, because I do understand that the lack of interest, motivation and focus towards something you usually enjoy can be a symptom. Solutions? I'm reading The Mindful Way to go back into my previous Zen self. Drugs? Those stuff won't last long, at the end of the day you need to consume more. I guess self-improvement can be included here because it coincides with the process of developing a project, team management too. Well this blog would end up into a rojak because it is a mix of things, but anyway the Rojak is still a Rojak of the same subject only the thing in a Rojak can be a mix of things(hope you know what I mean). What is a rojak? A Malaysian/Singaporean/Indonesia food, all sides have their own version of it.To explain a food for me is a waste of time, you got google so google it or come to my country and have some.
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| A standard Malaysian Rojak |
There can be fruit, noodles or even meat in a Rojak as long as it is a Rojak. I mean as long as it doesn't stray away from the objective it is okay, thus my decision to include self-improvement relating to Software Development will be relevant. That is IMHO.
